Well, I am officially embarking in changes to my life. I have received my certification for Education Administration and have started sending my resume out. I had an interview at a great school with great leadership for an assistant principal position. Due to testing and the principal being out of town I have had to wait about 3 weeks for a decision. It's been a great experience for me. I should start by saying that I am NOT a patient person and waiting absolutely kills me. I think God took this as a great "teachable moment" as we educators like to call them. :) I had a little meltdown a week or so ago because I felt totally out of control in the plans of my life. I felt like my boyfriend has my marital status in his control and my interviewers have my career future in their control. It wasn't pretty and I was having a little tantrum with God. It was kind of funny, because it just took a moment of me getting quiet and to quit stomping my feet that I heard that little "whisper". I felt like God was saying, "Stacey, that is so cute that you think you are EVER in control!" (with a little pat on the back). In that moment, I gave it all back to HIM knowing that his plans were far greater than anything I could plan for myself. My heart was still and at peace knowing it's already taken care of. I'm not sure what it is but HE does and that's enough. So tomorrow I should find out if I got the job that I interviewed for. The boyfriend---- it will be a little longer but he is definitely worth waiting for. No matter how any of those things turn out, what I do know is that my heavenly father has got me in his hands and will provide. I may not understand sometimes and I can guarantee that I won't always be patient but I do know who is in control--- and it's NOT me! :)
I will update on the job search. IT'S ALL GOOD - no matter the outcome!!
“Therefore do not be anxious about tomorrow, for tomorrow will be
anxious for itself. Sufficient for the day is its own trouble.
Many are the plans in the mind of a man, but it is the purpose of the
Lord that will stand.
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